December 28, 2005

I thank God for love because as the bible says in 1John 4:7-9 Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. He who does not love does not know God, for God is love. God teaches us to love another and that we do...but what do you do when the one you love doesn’t love you back...you simply have patience and pray for them...they are in need of God and eventually after all of your efforts they may one day thank you for showing them love..which means that you are showing them God...Which in return is the best gift of all...it may be hard but you have to PRAY....you try your best but you do it all in God’s will, you give it all to him with no doubts, no worries, and in the end everything works out.......love is about trust, truth, and being there....not only for other people but for God...Like it is written above God is Love so to find love, to receive love you have to search God, you have to love God....God will in the end provide you with all the love you need and in the end isn’t that enough love?

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I Finally realized today something i didn't understand before. life isn't easy we all know that, but what do you do when you feel it gets too hard. We tend to, as human beings give up when we reach circumstances and why, because we don't consider any other ways to fix our problems. Sometimes the answer is right in front of your face it's just the matter of looking for it. Sure circumstances seem hard at times but life is hard. You can't just give up you have to hang in there, you have to stay strong. Most of all you have to love the ones who accept you for who you are. They may not accept you now, but later on in life maybe they will come to love you once again. You just have to have FAITH, faith for the people who are going through the same thing, that maybe one day they too will find the answer. I know life seems sometimes, trust me I do. But if we all quit after one bad day of life we would not be able to overcome our circumstances. Then we look to god because God gave us a little bit of hope that life would be good again he gave us hope to believe. God is our one true leader. Everyday you wake up with the same idea you do everyday. I'm sure even some of you question your reason for living and then in the back or your mind you realize there is a reason. It's called family, friends, and God. God is the one who pushes us, I mean I know sometimes we don't think that he can fix everything. But you have to wake up eventually and realize that we can't possibly do it on our own. I mean look at all the problems that one person deals with in a day. It's physically, mentally, and emotionally hard to deal with, so you can't do it on your own. And eventually after trying and realizing that you can't you'll come to the right answer" You have to give it to God. And yes you can say that God can't fix all of your problems, but in the end your gonna realize he's the only one who can fix all your problems. This took me awhile to realize. I thought that I could do it all on my own and I found out that I couldn’t and who did I turn to, God. God is working in me and I realize that it will take time but I’m willing to trust in God, I'm willing to say "God I want all of you" and that's really the only way to take God. If you say "God I only want a little of you" who are you kidding, your fooling yourself. It's either Yes or No to God. There is no such thing as in the middle with God. Because if you believe there is your not being honest...

 

God Bless & Love you

Allison

OKay today's blog is all about the random things that are on my mind..........like how frustrated i am...today was the day to decorate your hallway in school for spirit week and let's just say that it was'nt a pretty obsticale to complete.........well anyway i'm getting a little off topic but now that i think about it i haven't even started a subject........and it's these little blogs that turn out to make no sense that make me who i am........i am artist, a poet if you will.....i enjoy the little things in life........such as the first snowfall in the winter or the first rainfalll of the spring....these things i love........and yes consider me crazy if you want, because i like taking walks in the rain or playing in the snow...again, it's these little things that make me who i am.........i have found that it is the little things, like this that make us who we truly are....it's no mask just yourself........your being totally honest with the world when you are yourself............and that's what i love about life you can be who you want and  be happy and it truly does'nt matter what everyone else thinks because in the end God loves you....and is'nt that the best thing of all?..........God gives us many moments, many oppurtunites, and many triumphs but in the end we manage to over come them...just like the people before us and the people ahead of us.....we take our challenges we accept them without being cowards....why ? i don't know.......mabye it's because we like the challenge that we have to take ,to make us a better person......whatever it may be you can decide what your going to do about it....are you gonnna give it to god? or run the other way?........either way it's gonna come out eventually........life i've learned does not always taste sweet.......sometimes it's sour and we don't want it....but in the end you deal with it whether you like it or not........and that's how i think that love works.........it's something you put effort into....you don't just say "okay let's do nothing and see what happens"....no you work at it and you ask God for help and in the end you create something amazing......something that will last a lifetime....it will never fade.....see that's what I find magnifacant about God he can take a disaster and turn it into a miracle, a "something" that is amazing  that does last and in turn you obey him and he continues to bless you....i am able today to be BLESSED with friends that i never thought could be my friends and a family iw ould'nt trade for the world.......they are the best things in my life........i love them so much.......It's like what someone onces said "I am as my Creator made me and since He is satisfied, so am I " You have to be willing to be what God whats you to be, nothing more and nothing less.........life is a many splendered thing if you enjoy it and work at it.........And in the end you will prosper with the love of others, the love of your self, and most importantly the love of God........feel free to leave any commment you want to or just say what you feel, I did...

 

How are you guys doing?.......well i'm doing good i;m just hurting but god  is helping me and i love you guys so much.i have nothing to say so feel free to add!!!

 

Love ya guys

God Bless

Allison

Hey guys it me i have nothing to say but i felt that a new blog was needed.....lol...i know, i don't make sense..............

 

 

God Bless

Allie

hey it's me i just got bacl from clothe sshopping boy was that a regret and a half lol...all that bday money gone..but oh well life goes on..anyway i just want to say that this week is pretty good...god is good and so are all you guys...i do have to admit though that i ma a little stressed...well i'm gonnna go and i leave with this thought to all you that i love..................................................................................................

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING

 

Love you all and see you on saturday!!!!

GOD BLESS

Allie

Hey guys i decided to publish some of my poems so here they are: Oh they are old by the way i mean like a year old.

 

Many hearts shatter like glass

Never finding beauty

The pieces are shattered

And can't be out back together

Stuck in pieces

The heart is left on the floor

To be steeped on

 

 

Love is blind

And seeks no relief from sufferin hearts

Love shows many emotions but none make a difference

Love hides and does not seek truth

Love is blind

 

Raindrops pitter, patter

Like the beats of my heart

Filled with essence like love

Having no meaning, but giving relief to the everlasting heart

 

Raindrops pitter, patter

Like th esteps of a person

Not knowing where to go

Showing no sign of specific direction....

and no guidance

Raindrops pitter, patter

 

Dreams are often lost

Our hopes of becoming what we want are impossible

For dreams are only desires that can't be fulfilled

 

Dreams are often lost

To th egreat thinkers of this world

But given to  htose with less knowledge

And in the end dreams are often lost

To the people who want them the most

 

 

"Just bend the pieces till they fit, Like they were meant for it, But they weren't meant for this." - Dashboard Confessinal, Ghost of a Good Thing

 

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but looking outward in the same diresction." - Antoine de Saint-Exupery, author

 

"The love we give away is the only love we keep." - Elbert Hubbard, author

 

"You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but beacuse they sing a song only you can hear." - Anonymous

 

"We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh." - Agnes Repplier. essayist

 

"Do you, do you like dreaming of things so impossible." - Dashboard Confessional, So Impossoble

 

" It is such a secret place, the land of tears."- Antoine de Saint- Exupery

 

" Make yourself a blessing to someone. Your kind smile or pat on the back might oull someone back from the edge." - Carmelia Elliot

 

"I am as my Creator made me, and since He is satified, so am I." - Minnie Smith

 

" Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but looking outward together in the same direction". - Antoine de Saint-Exupery

 

"The heart has eyes which the brain knows nothing about". - Charles Perkhurst

 

" Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born". - Anais Nin

 

" I hold it true, whate'er befall;

 I feel it, when i sorrow most;

 'Tis better to have loved and lost

 Than never to have loved at all."

- Alfred, Lord Tennyson

 

OKay so that's all of it for now..Enjoy a look into my poetic life and all my favorite quotes..lol...

LOVE YOU GUYS & GOD BLESS

ALLIE